Oh yes, I'm sure we all have gone through heart troubles. If not you soon will for sure. Unless you plan on being lonely forever and try your best to stay away from any living being just so you wont fall in love or have a crush on someone. It seems I'm about to get off topic. Let's get back onto it.
So, This is, of course, another blog about Ryan. The guy who I like and plan on giving chocolate to. Or atleast hope to and not end up wimping out. Though I'm sure I will, maybe I'll just not do it....so tempting.
Though, just a few days ago when I had decided with my friend I would make chocolates for him with her help. I started thinking 'What if when I give him the chocolate I just randomly stop liking him? Then what?' I mean what would you do in that situation? All I know is that I was freaking out over the fact that I might stop liking Ryan randomly. So I decided who should I ask to help me with this? DUH! God! I felt my problem really unimportant to ask him at first so it took me a while to finally pray. But after I finished praying I could already feel myself calming down seeing as I knew that God already knew what was going to happen. And if Ryan isn't the right one then he will tell me so.
So, that comfort me a whole bunch seeing as my mind was racing about it for two days straight. Today, I thought about it and now I'm not so scared that I'll just stop liking Ryan after I give him the chocolate. So, so far the plan is still in action. Unless God has other plans of course. Hopefully he tells me before I make the chocolates or before I give it to him. But I'm sure God knows what he's doing.
OH! But if things don't go well, then I could always go with Lu-Lu's plan. If I feel like I don't like him anymore after I give him the chocolate then have some guy walk up to me and say 'Hey Megan thank for the chocolate!' and then walk off. So then he wont think anything of it. You know...I find it funny I'm more worried about me stopping liking Ryan then him rejecting me....Hmm... *Shrugs* Oh well, to late to worry about that now. Arisa wont let me back down now.
Well, I hope for anyone else that might be having this problem will also be able to get over as well. Just pray to God and he will answer.
Wish you all luck with your crushes and loves! I'm sure you all will find your right ones and hopefully I will too!
Night!
~Neggy
So, This is, of course, another blog about Ryan. The guy who I like and plan on giving chocolate to. Or atleast hope to and not end up wimping out. Though I'm sure I will, maybe I'll just not do it....so tempting.
Though, just a few days ago when I had decided with my friend I would make chocolates for him with her help. I started thinking 'What if when I give him the chocolate I just randomly stop liking him? Then what?' I mean what would you do in that situation? All I know is that I was freaking out over the fact that I might stop liking Ryan randomly. So I decided who should I ask to help me with this? DUH! God! I felt my problem really unimportant to ask him at first so it took me a while to finally pray. But after I finished praying I could already feel myself calming down seeing as I knew that God already knew what was going to happen. And if Ryan isn't the right one then he will tell me so.
So, that comfort me a whole bunch seeing as my mind was racing about it for two days straight. Today, I thought about it and now I'm not so scared that I'll just stop liking Ryan after I give him the chocolate. So, so far the plan is still in action. Unless God has other plans of course. Hopefully he tells me before I make the chocolates or before I give it to him. But I'm sure God knows what he's doing.
OH! But if things don't go well, then I could always go with Lu-Lu's plan. If I feel like I don't like him anymore after I give him the chocolate then have some guy walk up to me and say 'Hey Megan thank for the chocolate!' and then walk off. So then he wont think anything of it. You know...I find it funny I'm more worried about me stopping liking Ryan then him rejecting me....Hmm... *Shrugs* Oh well, to late to worry about that now. Arisa wont let me back down now.
Well, I hope for anyone else that might be having this problem will also be able to get over as well. Just pray to God and he will answer.
Wish you all luck with your crushes and loves! I'm sure you all will find your right ones and hopefully I will too!
Night!
~Neggy
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