UGH.
I'm sure everyone has or will go through a time where you like someone and don't know if they like you back.
That is the reason why I'm so irritated right now. Yeah I guy named, Ryan, has been running through my mind since around the start of last year. And I've decided to blog about my feelings on this matter of, Ryan, seeing as he would never see this or for that matter know who posted this blog.
Ryan, ugh, he's just so irritating. I tried to get over this crush not to long ago and then when I was almost getting over him, or so it seemed, he went and had to act all nice and sweet to me. It made me fall for him all over again. Fall even more then last time for him. Now, I had caught him a few times staring over in my direction but I believe he is probably just looking at one of my two friends that are usually with me when I'm around him. But my friend, Kasaga also known as Arisa, as I will refer to her as, believes that he was looking at me. The other friend will be refered to as Lu-Lu.
I have also caught him looking in my direction a few times during my 7th period. Once I even held his gaze a moment but it was only for a few seconds before I looked back to the teacher who was talking once more. I dismissed it as him looking at one of my other friends, Shelby.
My friend Kasaga were talking about this a while ago and at one point I said 'If he did like me then why wont he say anything?' and she said that it's just how guys work. Now that brings me to the point of this blog. I mean, why can't he say something?! That jerk face! I mean leaving me wondering every day and wanting to just forget this crush but then he makes me fall for him all over again. Just say something! I rather hear 'No I don't like you' then having to wonder about it everyday. I'm sure most girls will agree with that. Unless they are creepy stalkers.
Well, I just hope I either get over this crush sooner or later. Or maybe by some miracle he acually asks me out. *Cough* Doubt it *Cough* Well anyways. My crush rant is over. You can uncover your eyes and continue your life. Thankyou for reading. Wish me luck with this cause I plan on giving him hand made chocolate on Valentines. Or atleast try to work up the courage too. (My friends gonna help me so hopefully she wont let me back down.)
Bye~!!
I'm sure everyone has or will go through a time where you like someone and don't know if they like you back.
That is the reason why I'm so irritated right now. Yeah I guy named, Ryan, has been running through my mind since around the start of last year. And I've decided to blog about my feelings on this matter of, Ryan, seeing as he would never see this or for that matter know who posted this blog.
Ryan, ugh, he's just so irritating. I tried to get over this crush not to long ago and then when I was almost getting over him, or so it seemed, he went and had to act all nice and sweet to me. It made me fall for him all over again. Fall even more then last time for him. Now, I had caught him a few times staring over in my direction but I believe he is probably just looking at one of my two friends that are usually with me when I'm around him. But my friend, Kasaga also known as Arisa, as I will refer to her as, believes that he was looking at me. The other friend will be refered to as Lu-Lu.
I have also caught him looking in my direction a few times during my 7th period. Once I even held his gaze a moment but it was only for a few seconds before I looked back to the teacher who was talking once more. I dismissed it as him looking at one of my other friends, Shelby.
My friend Kasaga were talking about this a while ago and at one point I said 'If he did like me then why wont he say anything?' and she said that it's just how guys work. Now that brings me to the point of this blog. I mean, why can't he say something?! That jerk face! I mean leaving me wondering every day and wanting to just forget this crush but then he makes me fall for him all over again. Just say something! I rather hear 'No I don't like you' then having to wonder about it everyday. I'm sure most girls will agree with that. Unless they are creepy stalkers.
Well, I just hope I either get over this crush sooner or later. Or maybe by some miracle he acually asks me out. *Cough* Doubt it *Cough* Well anyways. My crush rant is over. You can uncover your eyes and continue your life. Thankyou for reading. Wish me luck with this cause I plan on giving him hand made chocolate on Valentines. Or atleast try to work up the courage too. (My friends gonna help me so hopefully she wont let me back down.)
Bye~!!
